Sometimes I wish things weren't so heavy on my mind, my heart. I don't know if its God or just myself but I just think or maybe a feeling inside that I'll end up alone. Its so hard to find someone even though I've met tons of people its really hard to find someone you feel a connection to- someone who will work with you and love you no matter what. I guess there is only one man for me and its not the right timing. I know I can't always trust my feelings though but still... if I really think about it- I just think that love is near impossible to get and keep it.